Part II, The Light of Unconditional Love: Spiritual Awakenings of Academics and Scientists

 

Also see  Part I: Light of Unconditional Love: My Personal Experience

 

Nasa Photo of Helix Nebula*

Everyone who is seriously involved in the pursuit of science becomes convinced that a spirit is manifest in the laws of the Universe--a spirit vastly superior to that of man, and one in the face of which we, with our modest powers, must feel humble.    -- Albert Einstein, Theoretical Physicist

 

I never forgot the details of my first spiritual experience in 1986, but I was reluctant to share the story for years. I imagined I was too ordinary and reasoned that only artists, poets, and monks were qualified to share their experiences of ecstasy, universal oneness, and unconditional love. I heard skepticism in church whenever I brought up the topic of spiritual awakenings occurring in this day and age, and I tucked my story away.

A few years ago, I began listening to podcasts and reading books focused on spiritual experiences and discovered numerous individuals unafraid to tell their stories. One book in particular caught my attention. It documents testimonies from scientists and academics willing to publish their experiences with spirit and the cosmos.  They convinced me that these joyous encounters with oneness occur across an entire spectrum of humanity.  A spiritual experience can happen at any time. To anyone.  

The book-- Spiritual Awakenings: Scientists and Academics Describe Their Experiences**--offers a collection of fifty-seven testimonies by individuals who had mysterious encounters. Some of their descriptions are so similar to mine that one might think I borrowed them; however, I wrote about my experiences years before I read their convincing anecdotes.

Janice Miner Holden, EdD, Professor Emerita of Counseling (North Texas).  In 1979, she attended a psychosynthesis workshop in Chicago. During a group meditation with guided imagery, she was told to think of a challenge she was facing while following paths up an imagined mountain. Once at the top, she was instructed to discover her personal symbol of “the ultimate benevolent source of wisdom in the Universe,” and to ask the source for guidance.  Immediately, she encountered a "Being of Light" – she could feel its power.  “The light came into me, filling me and emanating from my chest. Even as I write these words right now, I’m overcome with chills to remember the overwhelming sense of love I experienced.  There were no words, no verbal message—just this experience of profound, embodied and emanating Love.”

Dr. Peter Fenwick, Emeritus Consultant Neuropsychiatrist, Maudsley Hospital and Emeritus Senior Lecturer at the Institute of Psychiatry. “It was on a retreat that I had my first cosmic experience…[After meditation], I became aware of a strong light surrounding me….  I was very aware of a greater reality.  It slowly became evident that love is the basis of the universe….  I remember going for walks [after the retreat] in the woods where I was one with the universe and everything happened automatically.” 

Anne Shumway-Cook, PT, PhD, FAPTA, Professor Emerita in the Department of Rehabilitation Medicine at the University of Washington, Seattle, Washington.  “God Is Love-- My first spiritual transformation: …. While [pushing my son in a stroller through a park], I had an extraordinary experience.  Time seemed to stop. I felt an intense sensation of fullness; I was filled and overflowing with joy and extraordinary happiness.  I felt an intense sense of love surrounding me, filling me, flowing through me, connecting me to my son and the world around me.  I felt the spatial boundaries of my body dissolve. I was one with the love surrounding me, the love spilling through me.  I was one with the world.”

Amit Goswami, PhD, a theoretical quantum physicist, retired full professor from the University of Oregon’s Department of Physics.  After “doing japa” [repeating a mantra], I walked out of my office, then out of the building, across the street, and onto the grassy meadow.  And then the universe opened up to me….  I seemed to be one with the cosmos, the grass, the trees, the sky.  Sensations were present, in fact, intensified beyond belief.  But these sensations paled into insignificance compared to the feeling of love that followed, a love that engulfed everything in my consciousness—until I lost comprehension of the process.  This was Ananda, bliss.”

I am grateful for the eyewitness accounts of spiritual awakenings from scientists, academics, skeptics, nonprofessionals, and many others. Their stories, combined with my experiences, have helped me shed the old dogmas of religions that thrive on strict conformity.  

I have lost my sense of guilt about abandoning a weekly church service, but I have not abandoned “God” or “I Am.”  Like the shepherds quaking at dazzling starlight in the Christmas story, I am restored to wonder and awe whenever I commune with nature or contemplate the universe's vastness, colors, and energy.  

Albert Einstein never lost his adoration of the universe and adopted a "cosmic religion" that wedded science and spirituality under a canopy of mystery:

The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious.  It is the fundamental emotion that stands in the cradle of true art and true science.  Whoever does not know it can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed.

 Thank you for sharing the light,

Cynthia

*NASA's Spitzer Space Telescope captured the image of the Helix Nebula, which is located in the constellation Aquarius-about 700 light-years away from Earth. Credit: NASA/JPL-Caltech/Univ. of Arizona

**Wollacott, Marjorie, PhD and David Lorimer, eds. Spiritual Awakenings: Scientists and Academics Describe their Experiences. Academy for the Advancement of Postmaterialist Sciences. 2022.

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Part I: Light of Unconditional Love: My Personal Experience

 

In 1986,  a soft light embraced me, penetrating my skin and bones, saturating my cells, and dissolving my ego into oneness.  

Words still hinder attempts to communicate the depth, energy, and stunning brilliance of my twenty-minute spiritual experience, an awakening that strengthened and expanded everything I had learned as a child of God.   Even the name "God" wasn't big enough to describe the sacred presence. My "purpose" for life on this planet was not revealed that day, but "death lost its sting."*

Forty years later, I am compelled to share what happened because the memory of it still inspires hope. 

I was thirty-one when I traveled from a 110-degree desert in Phoenix, Arizona to a woman’s  Christian retreat in the high country. Cool mountain air and ponderosa pines immediately “restored my soul,” but it was the fellowship with women from my church that provided the respite I needed from full-time mothering responsibilities.

That first night, we sang, laughed, and prayed. I soon realized my knowledge of the Bible was pretty slim. I had read most of the New Testament and could recite Old Testament stories, but compared to other women’s Bibles, the one I brought—the one I received in third grade--showed minor wear on the leather cover.  No dog-eared pages.  No rips. No underlined passages. The leader’s Bible, on the other hand, was falling apart. The spine hung to the worn cover by threads and loose pages were heavily marked with ink. I expected the tome to be an heirloom passed down through many generations, but the Bible's publication date was 1978.  It was only eight years old.  I longed to love God like that.

The afternoon session on the second day ended with a skit.  One woman sat in a chair, and another knelt before her with a bowl of water and a towel.  The kneeler, as Jesus, began washing the feet of the seated woman, who looked down lovingly while singing “Jesus loves me, this I know….” Humility flooded my heart as I imagined the Prince of Peace washing my feet, and then, a soft light embraced me. It spread out, enveloping the walls, tables, chairs, and everyone in the room.  I studied the faces of the women, but no one noticed this overpowering light, which felt like love. 

Still submerged in the light, I walked outside, hoping no one would talk to me.  I didn’t want to break the spell.  I walked for at least twenty minutes under trees, past grasses and wildflowers, but I did not absorb them as solid entities.  I was drawn to their cellular energy.  Our boundaries dissolved,  my sense of “self” vanished, and we became one. Time lost its meaning--replaced by a cosmic, magnetic force that can only be described as Love, unconditional and eternal.

I stepped gingerly along a path, soaking in the energy, until I came upon a covered outdoor chapel with an old piano at one end.  Wanting to praise this light of unconditional love, I sat down and played “Amazing Grace.”  Soon, women from the retreat filed into the chapel, and the surrounding light that only I could feel at that moment receded as we sang hymns together.  I wanted to share my experience, but it was too fresh, too indescribable, and I kept it to myself for several weeks.

I naively thought my spiritual awakening was unique, similar to descriptions of near-death experiences, Moses and the burning bush, and Jesus's “radiance” during his transfiguration.  But who was I to have such a holy encounter with the Universe?

I finally garnered enough courage to recount my spiritual experience during an ecumenical Bible study. I shared everything—from the foot washing to the light-infused walk to playing hymns on a piano. I emphasized that Love was at the center. With pursed lips and hard eyes, an evangelical woman dismissed my story, saying if it involved light, it was “New Age.” Heretical. Satanic. I reminded her of “And there was light” in Genesis and “I am the light of the world” in the Gospel, but she was adamant that I should be wary and not speak of it again. I  never returned to the Bible study, but I’m glad the evangelical woman confronted me.   She unknowingly provided a valuable lesson:  never insist I have all the answers. 

Since then, I have gathered examples and evidence of spiritual experiences, not to convince skeptics but to honor astonishing stories similar to mine. I have discovered the universality of spiritual awakenings among all religions and indigenous cultures—even numerous academics, atheists, and scientists have recounted their experiences. 

When I recognize elements of oneness in a poem, a story, a parable, or an essay, my heart leaps with joy.  I know the writer has experienced what I experienced.  I connected deeply with a 26-year-old Tibetan monk's recollection of his near-death experience, which he said was "something beyond the conceptual mind":

   As a drop of water placed in the ocean becomes indistinct, boundless,    unrecognizable, and yet still exists, so my mind merged with space.  It was no longer a matter of me seeing trees, as I  had become the trees.  Me and the trees were one.  Trees were not the object of awareness; they manifested awareness. Stars were not the object of appreciation but appreciation itself.   No separate me loved the world.  The world was love.  My perfect home. Vast and intimate.  Every particle was alive with love, fluid, flowing, without barriers. "   

                                    --Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche**

          

 May mystery astound you,

Cynthia

* "O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? 1 Corinthians 15:55 

**Rinpoche, Yongey Mingyur. In Love with the World: A Monk's Journey Through the Bardos of Living and Dying. Random House. 2021. p. 226.

Coming up:  Part II   Light of Unconditional Love: Spiritual Awakenings of Academics and Scientists

 

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Revisioning the 23rd Psalm: Love is My Shepherd, a Poem

After experiencing unitive, unconditional love, I no longer hold on to God as a King.  I have begun re-visioning Judeo-Christian scripture by substituting "Love" for "Lord."  The following poem, based on the 23rd Psalm, refers to the following Bible Verses: 1 John 4:8; Psalm 23; Psalm 8:3; Luke 13:34;  and Luke 14:16-24.  All poetry is more effective when read aloud.

Love is my shepherd,

     guiding and nurturing me,

     providing my every need.

He sets me down in green pastures

     that I might gaze upon the stars.

She leads me beside still waters

     and restores my soul.

 

I follow the path of peace

     and righteousness

     in the name of Love. 

Should I stumble into the valley

     of despair and darkness,

I will fear no evil,

     for Love’s rod and staff comfort me.

 

All are invited to Love’s table.

Even if I sit among those

     who mock and despise me,

I will feel Love’s presence

For I have been anointed

      with the oil of compassion.

And my cup overflows with joy.

 

Surely, goodness and mercy

     will follow me all the days of my life

And I will remain in the House of Love

     forever.

 

--  Poem by Cynthia

 Image by Alan Frijns from Pixabay 

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The Mystic Within

 

"Be still and know I Am..."

Are you a mystic?  

Have you supplemented your faith through a direct connection to God? Have you abandoned a traditional church pew to seek enlightenment or interconnectedness with nature or art? Do you immerse yourself in silence by quieting the mind? Have you walked into the glowing light of unconditional Love?  

If you have embraced any of these activities, you are wandering the path of mysticism.

Please dismiss the judgmental word "woo-woo" if it comes to mind. Close your mind (but not your heart) to a red-faced church official screaming, "heretic" as you discover truths interfering with outdated dogma. Judge not... 

One of the benefits of mysticism is that we can set aside judgment of ourselves and others.  

An offshoot of criticism and judgment is fear. Fear of rejection, not fitting in, and being scolded. Fear kept me silent for twenty years, even though my purpose as a messenger was clearly stated. Although my church was loving, I heard other church leaders expressing medieval views about God's expectations. 

European and US history, inspired by church doctrine, has a legacy of witch burnings and heretic executions based on fear of "the other," especially women.  Joan of Arc was burned at the stake after being convicted of heresy-- she wore men's clothes and claimed to have had visions of God.  A punishment device used by the Catholic church to silence heretics during the Inquisition was the medieval tongue screw, which clamped a person's tongue to the bottom of her mouth.  

Tongue screw used on Han's Bret before his execution by fire in 1577

Metaphorically speaking, a tongue screw kept me from sharing my experiences and messages for over two decades.

Discovering Mystics Throughout History

With seven volumes of spirit writing on my shelves, I turned to books about other mystics. I wondered how they compared to my experiences.  Rumi's magical poetry captivated me--putting into words experiences that are impossible to describe. Sometimes my channeled messages mirrored his and other mystics, like Teresa of Avila. The interconnectedness between souls past and present still gives me shivers.  

But what intrigued me the most is that these extraordinary mystics were also very ordinary humans, with everyday problems, aches, and pains. They all had multiple spiritual experiences or attained unitive consciousness with the divine, nature, and the universe; however, the experiences did not consume them—no one can be more than a part-time mystic. Still, in their everydayness, they never lost sight of the journey.  

The mystical path is more than experiences—it's the seeking, reflection, and sharing that consume a mystic.  

After reading about my experiences (gifts) and reflections, you may discover your own gifts that invite you to explore a deep, inviting interconnectedness. The gifts do not have to be paranormal--they can be the gifts of poetry and visual arts, the gifts of empathy and listening, or the gifts of connecting with nature and animals. You are a mystic when you use these gifts to help you understand the divine.    

Mystics are not relics from the past--contemporary mystics are among us.  

 -- Cynthia

Read more: Cara Hebert 's article captures a succinct description of traits of a mystic:  "Am I a Mystic?"

First illustration from my personal photo collection.

Second Illustration is a Tongue Screw. Image purchased from the Mennonite Archival Information Database  "To prevent a condemned heretic from preaching at his execution, a screw was fasten to his tongue. Anabaptist Hans Bret's tongue screw was taken from his ashes by another Anabaptist and preserved in the Mennonite church in Amsterdam."

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The Diary of an Ambivalent Mystic-- A Short Background

 

"Cynthia"  is associated with a Greek moon goddess and means "reflector of light.

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"The Diary of an Ambivalent Mystic: The First Thirty Days" tells the story of my immersion into metaphysical experiences and spiritual channeling, highlighted by messages from "I Am."*   

Each channeled message was addressed to "Cynthia," my birth name, which I seldom use among friends, but its meaning became significant as I learned that the messages of unity and love were not just for me.  I was to "broadcast."

Let me be clear: I am not extraordinary because I have had spiritual experiences. Many humans, from scientists to academics to monks, have also encountered spiritual awakenings or a oneness with the universe. Some are reluctant to share, and others arrive at a stage when they can no longer keep silent.  I'm at that stage and will fulfill my pledge to reflect the light throughout this blog and in my upcoming books.

A Mountaintop Experience

My first awe-inspiring episode was an illuminating mountaintop experience during a women's Christian retreat in 1986—almost fourteen years before the channeling. My attempts to describe that transcendental moment fall short. Words are often inadequate. 

At 32, I walked out of a cabin and entered an all-encompassing light, submerging me into an energy field of "oneness" with nature, the sun, and the Arizona mountain air. I likened it to Moses's burning bush—everything in the forest was consumed with a glowing light, a sacred light harboring a LOVE so powerful that my fear of death faded away. The experience lasted about thirty minutes, but it was a pivotal moment in my spiritual life. (See an upcoming post on this experience.)   

Abandoning Scriptural Blueprints

After the retreat, my Bible studies focused on verses of enlightenment, transcendence, and love. A search for scriptural blueprints that could dictate my every move no longer interested me. After bathing in that loving light on the mountain, I banished from my mind  Biblical stories of a wrathful vengeance-seeking god, violent stories such as God turning a woman into a pillar of salt because she looked back at the burning city God had just incinerated, and God's hand in filling the earth with a catastrophic flood that killed every living being that didn't enter the ark--even children and animals. 

I was skeptical of terrifying Bible stories because they did not reveal God as a god of love. I knew God existed in some form, but I could not accept Christian dogma placing God on a throne as a judge who damns people to hell.   Although my liberal church did not preach damnation, fire, and brimstone, I stopped reciting the universal creeds during the services.

I declared myself an agnostic who embraced "God" as a mysterious presence within all things in our universe.  But even that label seemed off.  Sometimes, I wondered if that one spiritual, mountaintop event spawned a mystic. I didn't retreat to a cave or become a nun meditating all day, but a mystic can also be a seeker of the divine. 

I opened my mind to other religions and practices—not to adopt one way of thinking but to explore world spirituality. I read teachings from Native Americans, Buddhists, Muslims, and scientists like Einstein.  

Spiritual Awakening through Physical Healing

In 2001, six months before the 9/11 terrorist bombings, I became ill from molds and toxins in my work environment. I lost thirty pounds and could no longer teach or read.  I used a cane for support because my legs would suddenly give out as I walked across campus. I resigned from my teaching position mid-semester, and a year later, I was granted disability status.  I rested, meditated, and took notes as a spiritual energy began to heal my body and gradually open my senses to mysterious channeling episodes. 

Spirit Writing

I was fascinated with unbidden channeling, which I called "spirit writing," and yet I was reluctant to acknowledge it to others.  Was it real?  I learned that I was to "broadcast" the messages.  But how?  Write a book?  Who would believe it?   I never heard of a blog in 2002, and publishing sounded exhausting . . . and scary.

The urge to share my story and the messages never left me, but I constantly deflected. I'm too unremarkable, I protested. Maybe I'm crazy, I thought. Therapist after therapist disagreed. They were interested in the writings and encouraged me to continue. 

From the beginning of my daily experiences, I was a healthy sceptic, using my logic to question what was happening to me.  As a devoted Christian woman, I had been educated to not believe in anything supernatural, even though the Bible contains many mystical stories, such as Jesus's transfiguration.** 

I remained ambivalent about my experiences for nearly two decades, yet I produced multiple binders of "spirit writing."  I continued to question my role and ask for more signs. Those signs appeared through serendipitous events and the writings of mystics—Paul, Teresa of Avila, Francis of Assisi, Rumi, Buddha, Black Elk, and others. 

A Part-Time Mystic

After reading about other mystics' experiences, I recognized a few similarities.  But the stories that were most compelling were those of common men, women, and children who encountered the universe's connection with humanity through dreams, visions, channelings, and near-death experiences.

I could no longer use the excuse that I was too ordinary.  Even the "Saintly" mystics who soared into a divine mystery were also tethered to their humanity, with egos and weaknesses.  I came to an agreement with myself and the divine.  I can be both--a part-time messenger/ mystic and a human with flaws.

Global Unity Teachings

Divine messages are increasing across the globe:  teachings of unity consciousness, oneness, interconnectedness, unconditional love, and spirit selves. Jesuit priest, scientist, and mystic Pierre Teilhard de Chardin reminds us:

"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience."  

Many past and present mystics can guide you toward the unconditional love found in unity consciousness. Maybe one unforgettable teaching or supernatural event--it doesn't have to be a mountaintop experience--will awaken you to mysticism. 

Don't be afraid.  Step into mysticism and find a universal energy transcending time and space.  It is real.

The spirit in me honors the spirit in you,

     Cynthia

* I AM-—the preferred name of the Hebrew God in Exodus 3:14.

** Biblical examples of mystical union, 

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"The Dark Cellar," A Childhood Prophetic Dream

 

I experienced one of my life's most profound, prophetic dreams when I was five. 

In 1960, my family lived in a two-story house—vintage 1900—in a small town with about 250 residents. The house had no basement, but ten steps out the back door was a grass-covered mound with a door. If Mother had canned vegetables and fruits, she would have lifted the heavy wooden door and carried the canned goods down the steps to a dark, dank cellar. It was also the underground structure we ran to for cover if a tornado had been spotted on the edge of town.

My sister and I played atop the grassy cellar mound, running down the slope chasing butterflies and lightning bugs. I don't remember seeing the cavern beneath the mound except when I walked into the cool, subterranean darkness via an unusually vivid dream.

The Dark Cellar Dream

In my dream, I held hands with a babysitter as we walked down the cracked and crumbly stairs between the cellar's mud-packed walls.  I remember an earthy scent. Ahead of us was a dark, black pit that seemed bottomless. I was frightened, as each step took us closer to the unknown.  

When we reached the bottom, light from a second staircase illuminated a round drain with holes in the lid, typical of a 1950s shower drain.  The well-lit stairs on the other side of the drain rose toward a bright opening. The steps looked strong, unblemished, and were encrusted with sparkling gemstones--rubies, diamonds, emeralds, and sapphires.  The babysitter gently urged me to hop over the drain and go up the bejeweled steps alone.  

I glided up the stairs, over the gems, and emerged into a sunny day. I marveled at the deep blue sky and fluffy white clouds slowly floating toward me. I sensed the presence of God  as I stepped into another unknown.

Interpretations 

I have adopted various interpretations of the dream for decades.  Although I didn't write it down in a dream journal when I was five, I often recited the details of my dream to myself and others.    I realized this dream was spiritual and similar to my previous comforting dream of "Jesus" sailing away with the beasts of my nightmares.

By the time I was a teenager, I assumed the cellar dream was prophetic and that I would suffer through a painful life before finding joy. Would I lose a child? Or become homeless? Or perhaps sustain a catastrophic injury?  

Except for an extended illness from which I have mostly recovered, there were no disasters in the first seven decades of my life. No periods of despair or depression. Even during health challenges, I was content because I had been touched by a healing love.  (See Label: Diary of an Ambivalent Mystic.)

As I grew more open to spiritual experiences, such as past-life regression and Jewish, Christian, and Islamic mystical writings, I adopted a new interpretation saturated with symbolism:

The mud-packed, earthy cellar walls remind me that I was made from clay (Genesis 2:7).   The crumbling steps warn us that we are entering a fragile situation, but I trust the one who holds my hand, a babysitter representing a spirit guide (or angel) of newborns. ("Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you..." Jeremiah 1:5.)  

The cellar is like a dark womb.  As we stand on the  floor of the cellar, my guide urges me to cross over a shower drain, where most memories of my past lives will "go down the drain."  A second staircase embedded with gemstones rises up to a bright opening.  The jewels are gifts to the newborn, Cynthia, if she chooses to accept them:

• "the connection between heaven and earth, balance and regeneration, rebirth and transitions" (Diamonds)
•  "vitality, courage, protection from negative energies" (Rubies)
• "Rebirth" (Emeralds)
• "Wisdom, truth"  (Sapphires)**

The bright day peeking through the top of the second staircase signifies my new home (Earth), where God's presence will be felt rather than seen as a king in the clouds. 

Dreams can stay with us throughout our lifetime. Some are personal, and others have universal meanings that might be the key to unlocking questions about our spiritual lives.  

May your dreams comfort you,

Cynthia 

Basement Cellar Image by Thomas Wolter from Pixabay

 

* I will share my past-lives regression session in a future post.

**Find the meaning of universal symbols on Online Sources, such as the Dream Dictionary   

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Interpretations of Dreams--from the Bizarre to the Profound

 

"The world will be saved and remade by the dreamers."  

Have you ever awakened from a strange dream and wondered, "Where did that come from?" Somehow, amid the darkness of night, your logical brain produced a jumbled plot filled with peculiar characters and zany images that would rival a carnival house of mirrors.  

Bizarre dreams can horrify, mystify, or perplex.  Sometimes they provoke us to act on a problem, create a masterpiece, or laugh out loud.

At breakfast the other day, my husband remarked that he had dreamed something "really weird." I perked up from my pre-caffeine morning sleepiness.  His dreams are often nonsensical and silly, and after a stressful week, I was eager to revel in a humorous story.   

He dreamed that he walked down a flight of stairs to find that the basement of his childhood home had been beautifully redecorated with new furniture and brightly painted walls.  Lying on a plush rug, his deceased mother looked up at him with a loving, contented smile. Nice image, except that her entire body was wrapped in a large soft tortilla, like a burrito, with only her sweet face exposed. We both laughed.

"What did THAT mean?" he asked.

"Well,'  I said, giggling, "You love Mexican food and you love your mother, but I'll let you figure that one out."   

Maybe his sweet mother's spirit just wanted to hear us laugh.   

I forget most of my dreams, especially the nonsensical, fleeting ones, but the more drawn-out, vivid dreams have proven prophetic and significant. At least three childhood dreams were so profound that I remember them sixty years later.    

Early on, I understood the significance and power of dreams from Biblical stories in a Golden Book my mother read to me.   I was in awe of Joseph's prophetic dreams when he was a young teen wearing a coat of many colors and marveled at his bold interpretations of Pharaoh's dreams as an enslaved man.  Joseph predicted famine throughout Egypt after recognizing metaphors and symbols in the ruler's dreams, predictions that compelled the Egyptians to store enough food to save hundreds of lives. Joseph's dream stories saved his world from destruction and transformed him into a compassionate and merciful leader.  Are dreams as powerful and prophetic today?

I believe so. They have given me insights and wisdom and have symbolically predicted the future. Growing up, I didn't understand the universality of symbols and metaphors until I took my first literature class in high school.

As a teen, I encountered the typical, anxiety-ridden dreams of walking through high school halls in my underwear, forgetting to go to class until finals, or fleeing from a tornado or predator by flying up into the sky.  One night (in my thirties), my child and I dreamed the exact same dream about terrorists invading our home.  We compared notes and details--everything matched. Although we didn't think about symbols, the joint experience was unforgettable.   We marveled at an interconnectedness that puzzled us. 

Then, during a debilitating illness that began in 2001, I started having spiritual experiences and vivid dreams. They seemed meaningful and I wrote them down upon waking. To guide me through my interpretations, I listened to books on tape (I could not read then), focusing on Christian mysticism, symbols, and archetypes.

The Power of  Symbols and Archetypes in Dreams

As a lifelong reader of literature, poetry, and drama, I value metaphors and archetypes in stories and dreams.  Dreams laden with symbols can help us solve problems and ignite our creativity; reveal goals, intentions, and insights; and illuminate what is blocking us from understanding our spiritual selves.  

Psychologists claim that we are the best authority for personal dream interpretation, but websites featuring universal archetypes and symbols can also be helpful.  As you read the recounts and interpretations of my dreams, you might wonder how I remember so many details.  

Like other serious dreamers, I keep a notebook beside my bed and quickly write down the entire dream as soon as I wake up.  I fill in the blanks when specific details come to mind throughout the day.  I have left a basket of half-folded laundry sitting on the counter while I dash to my office to add thoughts and insights to my notes.

Years later, when I read about a dream in my spiritual journal, I see flashes of images in my mind's eye.*  Sometimes, I add to the interpretation because I have new insights as I age into wisdom.  

Please read accounts of my dreams and their universal interpretations under the Label "Dreams."  Feel free to share your dreams in the comment section on this post or contact me.

This blog has been blessed by your presence,

Cynthia

* I have aphantasia, an inability to "see" objects in my mind.  Tell me to think of a rose, and I see a quick flash, and then it's gone.  I can imagine how a rose looks, with soft curling petals, but the image is fleeting.  On the other hand, images freely take residence in my mind when I'm dreaming or have a waking vision.  

• Image of Dream Catcher by Orange Fox from Pixabay
• "The world will be saved and remade by the dreamers" is attributed to Aelin from Sarah J. Maas's Throne of Glass series, specifically in the book "Empire of Storms."

This blog post also appears in Elders Speaking.

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